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I am constantly fighting this war everyday, with the Swedish Social Insurance Agency as well as within myself. Depression is not a joke folks, it is very real and it leaves lives broken and silenced, many of us are unable to even speak about why things are the way they are. I am now facing a very very challanging time, i might lose my home, an income, a life. If i am unlucky. But i will keep fighting just like i do everyday, i can't let life beat me down again, i have to rise up everytime i fall and strike harder than the time before.
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I wonder what dusk will bring me this time
Perhaps another one worse than the one before
Or i will finally let peace be enrolled in me
But i hold no hope anymore, as much as i'd like to be like you
I only know of my own hell cause that is all i have ever seen
My mind cannot record what has never been witnessed before

I can never know of your sugarcoated reality, cause i have simply never lived it
Ignorance sure must be bliss... Without all the horrors haunting your retina
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Trees of Eternity's female vocalist Aleah Stanbridge passed away on april 18th, taken by the vicious cancer that has sadly grown more common amongst younger people these days.. Her voice was ethereal and out of this world, i did not get a chance to know or meet her, even though she was living not very far away from me, in my hometown to be exact. No doubt she and her voice will be greatly missed by so many people, no words can describe the loss and emptiness of all who knew her and who knew her talent and her beautiful soul. She is now on a better place than here, singing amongst the stars.. The beautiful souls seems to always be taken first, in my experience.. 

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No words to say... :(
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