I am constantly fighting this war everyday, with the Swedish Social Insurance Agency as well as within myself. Depression is not a joke folks, it is very real and it leaves lives broken and silenced, many of us are unable to even speak about why things are the way they are. I am now facing a very very challanging time, i might lose my home, an income, a life. If i am unlucky. But i will keep fighting just like i do everyday, i can't let life beat me down again, i have to rise up everytime i fall and strike harder than the time before.